Order Only: Hydra and Auror Lestrange
Apr. 6th, 2014 10:02 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Hydra just came and asked me to follow her wearing Harry's cloak. She said Elise Urquhart came into the common room just now and told her that her mother's here to speak to her and she needed to come with her, and Hydra said she asked if she could put her books in her dormitory and Elsie said yes but to be quick about it, but instead she came and found me and asked me to go get Harry's cloak right away and to catch up as quickly as ever I could.
So that's what I'm doing. I'm sure it's to do with what happened on the 1st, with Justin and all.
I'll keep everyone posted.
So that's what I'm doing. I'm sure it's to do with what happened on the 1st, with Justin and all.
I'll keep everyone posted.
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Date: 2014-04-06 03:08 pm (UTC)What happened on the 1st?
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Date: 2014-04-06 03:13 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-04-06 03:16 pm (UTC)I received a detention on my way back from the Slytherin dungeons.
I'm rather surprised it's Auror Lestrange. I was expecting Hydra's father might want a curse or three.
Hermione, please look out for her. If you need help, for any reason, let us know. I'll be on hand, what.
-Justin
Private Message to Justin
Date: 2014-04-06 03:26 pm (UTC)You knew this might happen and you didn't tell us?
Merlin. If you survive this, Alice is going to hex you into next month.
Re: Private Message to Justin
Date: 2014-04-06 03:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-04-06 04:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-04-06 03:15 pm (UTC)She should have found me or Harry instead. Bellatrix is a legilimens, she needn't see you to figure out that you're there.
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Date: 2014-04-06 03:22 pm (UTC)Auror Lestrange might wish to speak to you, or Harry. Or me.
We'd best stand by in case we're summoned.
Dash it.
-Justin
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Date: 2014-04-06 03:33 pm (UTC)You know, after this all blows over - and I sincerely hope that it does, with minimal damage - you ought to start investigating the source of your obvious death wish.
Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 04:15 pm (UTC)Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 04:21 pm (UTC)And now she's gone and dragged Hermione into it, for reasons I can't quite fathom.
Why do you reckon it's taking so long? Doesn't it seem like they've been gone for ages?
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 04:26 pm (UTC)Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 04:32 pm (UTC)Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 04:36 pm (UTC)But would you turn her back into the girl who thought one of Hermione's parents must have been a pig?
When someone changes the way Hydra did, and Pansy, and you -- everything gets more risky. There's just no way around it. (Though, that doesn't mean you're required to sneak out every night to snog in your specially-equipped secret stairwell when you know someone's father is itching to cast AK on anyone who despoils his innocent little girl. That's just stupidity. On both their parts.)
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 04:40 pm (UTC)Ron and I sneak out sometimes. But not much lately, because Ron can't do it safely. And if we got caught and Slughorn wrote to our parents, I'd probably get a Howler from Mrs Stretton to amuse everyone at breakfast and Ron would get a letter from Mrs Weasley scolding him and telling him to be more careful and we'd both serve a detention and that would be the end of it. It's a very different sort of risk.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 04:50 pm (UTC)Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 04:59 pm (UTC)Bellatrix is hung up on Hydra marrying Harry but it's never been clear to me how she thinks she's going to get Harry to go along with that. He treats her like a little sister. Well, he's a little nicer to her than Ron is to Ginny but other than that, they really do act like siblings.
Anyway. You're right that a normal life is a fantasy. For any of us. Look at the Order adults, and how things are working out for them. The ones in the most danger are the ones trying to maintain the facade of a normal life, I'd say.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 05:08 pm (UTC)I wonder if Hydra knew, deep down, that there was no way she could ever convince her mother to approve the pairing. Even suggesting Justin as a partner would have put him at risk. Bellatrix would have probed further, and might've even discovered that his blood-line had been fabricated. That would explain why Hydra took such risks - because she knows, at least on an unconscious level, that she can never really have what she wants. None of us will. Not until he's gone. Better to accept that now than cosying up to soothing delusions.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 05:16 pm (UTC)But. Yes.
You could have had a normal life with Pansy, or as close to it as anyone gets in the Order. You could have a normal life with Daphne -- we'd have to tell her, but you know we could (I know, I know, you don't feel that way about each other or you'd be snogging each other by now.)
Do you want a normal life?
I mean --Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 05:37 pm (UTC)except. But Daphs understands roles and acting, and she knows that there's a role I've got to play - it's the role of who I would have been, had I grown up to be the Draco Malfoy my parents planned on. That Draco Malfoy would be dating someone like Daphne Greengrass. He could date Pansy if she grew up to be the Pansy she was meant to be, before Regulus messed her up, but Pansy's too different now, and she's not a very good actress, most of the time.The real Draco Malfoy - the one that you know (but who has to pretend not to exist too much, lest it threaten the masquerade of the other Draco Malfoy) - he.. I mean I, I can't ever have the 'normal life' I really want... can't now, anyway. Maybe not ever. So why even dream about it? It will just muck things up.
I wouldn't tell Daphne about all of this - the Order, the full extent my plans, and so forth - unless I did for some reason decide I wanted a life with her someday.
But I don't see that happening.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 05:41 pm (UTC)I mean, it could happen. Sometimes when I can't sleep I tell myself I believe it's going to happen, that it'll happen when we're still young enough that we'll really get to live in that other society, and I imagine my life in it. Do you not do that? I don't know if Pansy does, or not.
You're right that she's not a very good actress.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 05:53 pm (UTC)The Protectorate changed our way of life very quickly, so logically speaking, it isn't impossible to think that it could change back quickly, too. The paradigm shift hasn't really happened yet - not while so many are still living who remember the way things were before. So yes, sometime I think about that, especially when things seem very hopeless.
I try not to imagine my life, specifically, in that context, because it would distract me.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 06:24 pm (UTC)But, it makes me feel hopeful, too. It's not just my own life, I imagine Justin and Hydra being married. Mrs Longbottom in charge of MLE instead of Bellatrix. Hermione teaching at Hogwarts. Things like that.
I mean it's a little silly, I don't know if Hermione would be any good at teaching. Or if she wants to be a teacher. Anything like that.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 06:34 pm (UTC)I see that you don't quite know how to imagine me in your Utopian future. Don't worry, though - neither do I.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 08:31 pm (UTC)I was afraid you'd make funit seemed a little, I don't know.I imagine you being, I don't quite know what to call it, the person who shows the other purebloods that it's going to be better for them, too. Someone in the middle, who was supposed to be at the top of the old regime so people will believe you when you say, 'this will be worth it.' When I imagine us all years in the future sometimes I imagine you as Minister -- only, you know, one who's actually running things and isn't just Voldemort's scapegoat when things go wrong.
I tried picturing Hermione as Minister just now but honestly she's SUCH A GRYFFINDOR. Politics are one thing I'm not sure she'll ever be all that good at. She'd be a brilliant Headmistress at Hogwarts, though.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 08:43 pm (UTC)Too right she's a gryffindor. She just now rubbished me for being worried about her - as if it's completely ordinary to go sneak around Bellatrix under an invisibility cloak. If she'd been caught, she'd not just have been in trouble for spying, but also for stealing her Master's property. Which meant she would have been sent back to the camps, at best, or just killed right on the spot by Bellatrix.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 08:54 pm (UTC)Who would you have sent instead? Really, anyone caught spying on Bellatrix would have been in deep trouble. I'd have gone too, though, if Hydra had asked me. Not because I'm a Gryffindor, just because I wouldn't have thought about how dangerous it was until it was too late to back out.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 09:25 pm (UTC)Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 09:30 pm (UTC)What would she have done to you if she'd caught you?
Speaking of Slytherins acting like Gryffindors.Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 10:38 pm (UTC)wait
you'reyou have feelings for Hermione, don't you.
No wonderSo that's whyDoes she know?
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-06 11:14 pm (UTC)I wouldn't want anything bad to happen to Hermione. None of us would, would we?
But that doesn't mean I have feelings for her. I don't have them for anyone. There's nothing for her to know.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-07 12:24 am (UTC)well, I'm not going to try to talk you into telling her, I mean even if she liked you back I'd say this week proved conclusively that secret relationships that happen anywhere within the walls of Hogwarts are maybe not the best idea ever.
Re: Private message to Draco
Date: 2014-04-07 01:25 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-04-06 03:25 pm (UTC)Iother people don't have a bloody great tragic love story to cling to.Hermione, where are you? Just sneak out and bring me the cloak. I'll spy on Bellatrix - it will be good practice, even. And if she does catch me, I can wriggle out of it because I'm her nephew. There's no way you can wriggle out of anything with her.
Private message to Alice and Sirius
Date: 2014-04-06 04:25 pm (UTC)Re: Private message to Alice and Sirius
Date: 2014-04-06 07:48 pm (UTC)Needless to say, she was in quite a state about the whole thing.
She and I ultimately decided against pulling both of them out of school immediately, and that she'd keep me informed if there were any developments.
Re: Private message to Alice and Sirius
Date: 2014-04-06 08:35 pm (UTC)Re: Private message to Alice and Sirius
Date: 2014-04-06 08:40 pm (UTC)It's a difficult position to be in. I am deeply disappointed. But if their trust is so tenuous, then railing and raging is more likely to hurt than help.
Re: Private message to Alice and Sirius
Date: 2014-04-06 08:48 pm (UTC)I don't think this was a lack of trust. I think this was embarrassment, on the part of Justin and Hydra, and misplaced solidarity on the part of the rest of them. It wasn't actually ORDER BUSINESS and therefore no one felt that it was required.
Mortal danger to an Order member is always Order business. Even if they're not in trouble because of Order activities.
Re: Private message to Alice and Sirius
Date: 2014-04-06 08:58 pm (UTC)I can't believe those two. No, what I can't believe is how they've been able to absolutely charm everyone so far into helping them cover up for their affair.
Merlin, why couldn't they have just waited for two years?
Re: Private message to Alice and Sirius
Date: 2014-04-06 09:27 pm (UTC)Re: Private message to Alice and Sirius
Date: 2014-04-06 09:29 pm (UTC)Re: Private message to Alice and Sirius
Date: 2014-04-06 09:25 pm (UTC)It's a good way of thinking about things. When we've all had time to lick our respective wounds, I'll say as much, and hope the message sinks in.
These young people are under such incredible pressure, and have significant (and adult) responsibilities and burdens. They expect our respect and trust, and rightfully so. We also hold them to an extraordinarily high standard. I suppose this took me by surprise because it demonstrates such immaturity and a shocking lack of judgement, but it's just part of the package, isn't it? They haven't had the benefit of decades of life experience.
But these are dangerous times, and there are certain mistakes we simply cannot afford to repeat.