alt_hermione: (upset)
I hate this.

I should have taken the Commemini Acer.

Luna's in so much distress, it's awful. It looks like she'll be all right but--oh, I can't bear to watch.

But I have to do.

She hasn't transformed yet; but it might be easier for her if she did.

The worst part is that I don't think


Oh, dear. Well, I still don't think she's quite mindless enough for the Wolfsbane to be of any comfort to her at all next month.
alt_hermione: Hermione knows what she's doing (Default)
I Solemnly Swear that I am Up to No Good.

Fred, George, I think I found the spell that you need to bring more people in on this!!!

Last night someone left out a book in the Slytherin common room and it talks about the spell Obliviate. How didn't we think of that?! It makes so much sense. I mean if someone does find out, and they aren't trustworthy, you could Obliviate them! I think I must not have thought of it because it seems like something only Aurors can do, but this was just in a NEWT-level Charms textbook, and I think that George could probably do it, he's better at Charms isn't he?

It would be so good to have other people to talk to too!

alt_hermione: Hermione knows what she's doing (Default)
I solemnly swear that I am up to no good.

I am coming to Gryffindor Tower right now and I have to get in there and so will someone please make sure that they can let me in so I don't have to argue with the Fat Lady for hours and hours and hours?!

Anyway, Pansy and Sally-Anne told me that the Carrows are planning on making Dean give me his wand, so that we'll both be in terrible trouble, and we have to stop it, and anyway, please please please come let me in?
alt_hermione: Hermione knows what she's doing (Default)
I'm doing all right. I thought you should know. I didn't respond to Mr Weasley because I didn't know what to say.

I feel a bit like I'm in a fog, or like it hasn't sunk in yet, and I don't know when it will. It doesn't seem right to just write about what is happening in my days. It feels like I should be mourning. Or something. Only they aren't dead. Just werewolfed.

I don't know. Sorry.
alt_hermione: Hermione, eyes wide in shock. (agape)
I thought you all were going to take care of me.trusted you. I believed you knew what was best.

I just -

It turns out Mr Lupin was all right after all, and you all just were going to sit around, I've already told the Headmistress this and I want you all to know too: I don't know -

I just -

What will happen to them? I suppose they'll have to go to the colony, won't they? But will the colony have them since they aren't wizards? If the colony won't have them you all had better have them, you had just better take care of them, or I swear I will run away from Hogwarts and help them myself, and I'll steal Draco's wand again and I'll have a wand then, and you all will just be able to go hang!!!!

I didn't realise they were hostages for my good behaviour, I ought to have known, how on earth could I have been so utterly stupid?!

alt_hermione: Hermione worried. (worried)
I Solemnly Swear that I am Up To No Good

I'm all right Terry!! I really am! It looked awfully hairy there for awhile, but I am all right, and Professor McGonagall's in charge of me, and she's being quite nice, although I suppose she isn't supposed to be so you'd better not tell anybody, she's giving me enough food and a place to sleep and everything even if it is in the dungeons. You see she put me in a cell, only she Transfigured the things in it so they were nicer, and she told me the Transfiguration would wear off by morning, but I'd be asleep by then and I would'n't notice the bed going hard - which is alright - and then if someone came to see me who wasn't her, they wouldn't know I hadn't had such an awful night of it after all.

But oh I think I may have gotten myself in real trouble this time. Only what else was I supposed to do? Macnair was threatening Harry - I couldn't just let him go - and I didn't know Professor McGonagall would be able to get out in time - so you see I stunned him! And now they do know that I can stun people! And that I can use a wand! I don't believe they know how I learned or even care, Professor McGonagall said she'd take care of it didn't ask, but -

Oh, I am just so glad to be alive, for a moment or two I wasn't sure I would be. And then I thought that Draco was going to die, only he was just knocked out, and then I thought Harry was really going to die, and I still think Macnair might've killed him, after all he had gone that far...
alt_hermione: Hermione, determined. (determined)
Mr Marvolo is not giving me his homework to do. He punishes me fairly when I do wrong things, and I'm doing my best to become a better Mudblood, and I'm very grateful to be his servant.
alt_hermione: Hermione, determined. (determined)
Today my word is  "albescent" because the cover of the book is now opposite of that! (Albescent means turning white.)

I think I managed to save it though I won't really know until everything is all dry.

The copying is going faster this time than it did last time.

I'm not really in trouble although it is taking some getting used to that now Professor McGonagall can find me whenever she wants. The charm works so well that she found me in the library stacks today! I thought it would just give her a room but it is very specific.
alt_hermione: Hermione cringing in the dark. (cringe)
I'm  not dead and I'm okay and everything is okay, except that I have to recopy  all of the Pretiosissimum Donum Dei again, and I have to wear a little amulet that tells people where I am in the castle all the time. Which isn't so bad, really, not at all. 

I'll tell you more things about it later, Terry.

Anyhow yesterday Harry Marvolo spilled ink on the Pretiosissimum Donum Dei and I was so upset because it was alot of ink and it got all over and the book was ruined and so I went and I was crying in the loo and then the troll came and tried to kill me and Harry Marvolo and Ron and Neville and Draco Malfoy came and saved me. And then Professor McGonagall and Mr Lupin came and were very angry, and this lady named Rita Skeeter, and she wrote an article in the Daily Prophet that says I tried to lure Harry Marvolo into going after the troll but I never did. 

So I went and Professor McGonagall shut me up in my cubby which she does sometimes when I've been bad, but it isn't so bad now, and she left me a light because she said that it wasn't at all clear that I was at fault. And then she came and let me out and told me that I had to wear the amulet but that the Lord Protector wasn't very angry with me but that things were going to be very bad in the newspapers.

Anyway, thank you, Harry Marvolo and Draco Malfoy and Neville and Ron. I'm glad that I have friends people around me who care about whether a troll eats me even if I am a Mudblood.
alt_hermione: Hermione knows what she's doing (Default)
Everything is much better now that I don't have to be scrubbing floors! I have never been happier to get glue all over myself.

And when I came back to my cubby things were just lovely, and there was a new quill and parchment there. So now I can take notes, real notes, and not just on a chalkboard or on the backs of old papers. And new clothes! Of course Hogwarts gives me some but these ones are pretty, there's even a pair of dress robes with lace on!!
alt_hermione: Hermione smiling. (smile)
I am almost done with my punishment! Only six more days. I'm counting! I can't wait to get back to the library. Professor McGonagall mentioned that she has a special duty for me, but she won't have me do it until I've been back in my cubby for a while, so I'm not too tired and mess it up.

I have found a new place to be when I'm not working. It's nice and it has a lot of things I can do in it. I don't want to say too much in case someone takes it away but it's pleasant. Thank you, people who helped me find it!

My word of the day is "vilipend," which means to "disparage," which means to "hold in small worth and say so." People often vilipend Mudbloods. I feel vilipended when I have to scrub floors. Terry is often vilipended by the Professors Carrow. I would like to vilipend a lot of people but I don't usualy do it, because it would mean I would be punished, like I am being now.
alt_hermione: Hermione worried. (worried)
I fell asleep in the soapsuds today because last night I couldn't sleep even with Crookshanks there. It was really cold out in the hall.
alt_hermione: Hermione knows what she's doing (Default)
Today I was allowed to start scrubbing the floors! I did all the toilets twice and so I was told that I'm now allowed to move on to floors.

Not much time to write, as I need to go to sleep soon, but I am so happy that I don't have to scrub Myrtle's cubicle any more!
alt_hermione: Hermione smiling. (smile)

Happy birthday to me! I woke up this morning to a really nice surprise. I don't remember the last time I felt full. I think it's going to be easier to face the toilets today.

alt_hermione: Hermione worried. (worried)
Today the word is polydipsia, which Mr Lupin taught me means "excessively thirsty." Mr Lupin's clabbert, Clifton, had polydipsia this morning, which Mr Lupin says is a sign that his hutch is too hot and needs to be moved out of the sun. That is awfully hard work so Mr Lupin was nice enough to give me a break.

It is a nice change from scrubbing toilets but I'm back on them in the afternoon. My least favorite job is serving at table, though. It never seems like I'm quite clean enough to really serve food, so I feel guilty before I even start, and then everyone stares.

It isn't so bad though because at least Terry has taken care of his problem and I know that this will end and then I'll go back to the library. The first day I was so miserable I cried and cried and cried. I couldn't believe that anyone would be so mean, even though I know that people are mean to other Mudbloods all the time. It just had never happened to me really, since Mum and Dad always took care of me in the camps. If I didn't have parents, like Terry, I wouldn't have cried I bet, because I would have been used to it.

I haven't heard from Mum and Dad in a long time. I hope they're okay.

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