alt_hermione | I Solemnly Swear That I Am Up To No Good: Private Message to Draco (and Harry)

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Are you going flying tomorrow with the others?

Only, you didn't last week.

You know, if you tell your parents you're with Harry at Buckingham and he tells Broome and Professor Lestrange he's with you at Kensington or Malfoy Manor, that works for you, as well as for him. And you don't need to sit round yours all the time, then.

It's just that it doesn't have to all be for Harry, you know. You could do some things for yourself, too.

Didn't you enjoy Hydra's party?

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alt_hermione

But you're not grumpy, normally. That's the difference.

And people will notice if you're too cross all the time.

I don't think your parents would have minded, our stopping Umbridge. Only that they didn't do it sooner. No one liked her, least of all your father or Professors Lestrange and Dolohov, so they'd probably approve if you and Harry told them it was us. Well. Not that we rescued Fawcett or sent her to Moddey.

And Professor Dolohov...Sally-Anne thinks he knows it was some of us, down in the Department of Mysteries. And he hasn't done anything. I think he approved of us saving Arista Selwyn and her brother.

But planning a revolution can't all be those sorts of things. Sometimes it's normal things. Back before we even had the journals it was years in between messages and that made it sort of exciting.

I think it's the same everywhere, though, isn't it? I mean, if you read other people's journals it's not some major drama every day, it's 'Wish we had lamb tonight' or 'I'm planting parsnips in my garden, Myrna says it's daft to put them between the zinnias but it'll give us something for winter' or 'I've run out of Spell-o-Tape' and honestly, who cares about any of that even if it's your friends saying it?

If it's any consolation, I don't think they expect us to care about what's going on at Aldrich or Sherwood but at least it's there and we can help when they need something like a distraction. Or we can keep our eyes open and help deflect attention even before the Order know anyone's looking in their direction.

Like, with Bill. Now he's working for Mr Mulciber and Mr Mulciber's awful. So maybe we could find out things that would help make his job easier.

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alt_draco

I agree there are some things we've done that my parents might approve of, but there are also things they would disapprove of. Really disapprove of.

Maybe I'm just not good at doing normal things. Not with anyone but you and Harry and Pansy. And maybe Hydra. Except not really Pansy either, anymore.

I'm good at acting, though, and I guess I haven't been, not really. I can do more acting, no problem.

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alt_hermione

Well, now you're just being irritating.

The whole point of being in the ISS (and even the Order, for that matter) is not having to act like anything.

I don't want you to act like you're not upset, you prat. I want you to not be upset. Which means figuring out what exactly's upsetting you.

I know everyone's new. You've got to give them a chance and get to know them, and then you'll be all right at doing normal things.

Or if you want to look at it your way, I suppose you should pretend to be having fun and sooner or later, you'll be having fun.

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alt_draco

You made it sound like it's how I'm acting that's the problem, not how I'm feeling. I don't know what to do about how I'm feeling.

Maybe you're right, maybe it's just a matter of time.

Harry's taken to all the changes like a grindylow to water, at least.

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alt_hermione

Well. Who was it who said that the Order is mostly made of Gryffindors? Harry's a Gryffindor--I mean, the Hat Sorted him into Gryffindor, really--and so maybe he fits in so well because he's finally with people who are more like him.