I know it's not been easy - I know that I've not been easy. But I always find a way to hold myself together, somehow. I hope you don't think it's your job to do that. You do so much for me already.
Thing is, Harry wouldn't want us to make a big fuss. Not over his birthday, or his death. Not any of it. I don't think he'd fancy being forgotten, either, but you know how he didn't like fussing. It embarrassed him.
For the last few days I've found myself wishing that everyone else knew him as we knew him. Not as a hero or a villain or the LP's son, but as Harry. Just Harry. But they don't and that's just how it is.
I've got to put in a shift at the Summerfest tonight. I already went to the corner shop for a coffee and saw some fresh graffiti in the alleyway. Death to Tyranny. Staged, I reckon. From what I've gathered at the club the goal is to make New Londoners realise that they're free from that tyrant, Voldemort, with the implication that it's all thanks to Rowle's Ministry, somehow.
I've got Wednesday and Saturday free next week. I've got to put in training on at least one of those days, but otherwise I'm all yours.
Don't worry about finding the 'right words' about Harry, Hermione. Anything you say is right, if it's honest. And with you it always is.
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Date: 2015-07-31 03:50 pm (UTC)I know it's not been easy - I know that I've not been easy. But I always find a way to hold myself together, somehow. I hope you don't think it's your job to do that. You do so much for me already.
Thing is, Harry wouldn't want us to make a big fuss. Not over his birthday, or his death. Not any of it. I don't think he'd fancy being forgotten, either, but you know how he didn't like fussing. It embarrassed him.
For the last few days I've found myself wishing that everyone else knew him as we knew him. Not as a hero or a villain or the LP's son, but as Harry. Just Harry. But they don't and that's just how it is.
I've got to put in a shift at the Summerfest tonight. I already went to the corner shop for a coffee and saw some fresh graffiti in the alleyway. Death to Tyranny. Staged, I reckon. From what I've gathered at the club the goal is to make New Londoners realise that they're free from that tyrant, Voldemort, with the implication that it's all thanks to Rowle's Ministry, somehow.
I've got Wednesday and Saturday free next week. I've got to put in training on at least one of those days, but otherwise I'm all yours.
Don't worry about finding the 'right words' about Harry, Hermione. Anything you say is right, if it's honest. And with you it always is.