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I've had a lot of time to think today, while people were flying around and, look,
I know everybody wants to put Hydra on here and I kind of do too, I mean, she's really nice in some ways even though she doesn't know anything about anything. I mean, even less than Harry, which is kind of amazing, how does someone end up that sheltered?? But I just don't know that it's a good idea, because of some of the things Harry told me about some of what happened with the Triwizard Tournament and after.
Because
See, this is all too dangerous, I mean, I don't know what you all know, but Harry told me some truly terrifying things, about his Father. And even he thinks that his Father has to get out of power, now, because he's being so erratic and downright awful. And I know we can't do anything about me, but I have other things to worry about, whereas Hydra could have her Occlumency fail at any time, I know that you never really know when a natural Occlumens will let their guard down, I've read about it. Mostly they never do but sometimes they do and you just can't know what will trigger it, especially if they get lulled into thinking they're safe.
Only, think about Hydra. Maybe she isn't an Occlumens after all and it's just a trick, or maybe she is and then something will go right and her Mum will start treating her nice and then she'll relax and then we'll all be in trouble, but her too, see? And if it's her there's all these other people who would be in trouble too.
I just don't know at all and I can't say yes, I can't, but I can't say no either. I feel like I can't make any good decisions. If you let her in I'll live with it, only I just don't know. You don't know what Harry said, and I don't think I should share all of it, only things are going to get bad, really bad, and they're going to have to do with us, if He is thinking about Harry like that, He'll start thinking about people our age next. Justin you shouldn't have stayed.
I know everybody wants to put Hydra on here and I kind of do too, I mean, she's really nice in some ways even though she doesn't know anything about anything. I mean, even less than Harry, which is kind of amazing, how does someone end up that sheltered?? But I just don't know that it's a good idea, because of some of the things Harry told me about some of what happened with the Triwizard Tournament and after.
Because
See, this is all too dangerous, I mean, I don't know what you all know, but Harry told me some truly terrifying things, about his Father. And even he thinks that his Father has to get out of power, now, because he's being so erratic and downright awful. And I know we can't do anything about me, but I have other things to worry about, whereas Hydra could have her Occlumency fail at any time, I know that you never really know when a natural Occlumens will let their guard down, I've read about it. Mostly they never do but sometimes they do and you just can't know what will trigger it, especially if they get lulled into thinking they're safe.
Only, think about Hydra. Maybe she isn't an Occlumens after all and it's just a trick, or maybe she is and then something will go right and her Mum will start treating her nice and then she'll relax and then we'll all be in trouble, but her too, see? And if it's her there's all these other people who would be in trouble too.
I just don't know at all and I can't say yes, I can't, but I can't say no either. I feel like I can't make any good decisions. If you let her in I'll live with it, only I just don't know. You don't know what Harry said, and I don't think I should share all of it, only things are going to get bad, really bad, and they're going to have to do with us, if He is thinking about Harry like that, He'll start thinking about people our age next. Justin you shouldn't have stayed.
