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alt_hermione) wrote2014-06-10 08:41 pm
alt_hermione) wrote2014-06-10 08:41 pm
Order Only: Private Message to Draco
Mr Lupin suggested that maybe reading the journals, and seeing everyone expressing their love and concern, would help how I feel. And of course Harry was worried about us, and I saw what you said. And Justin was kind, only I just don't know what to say in return, so I was just going to let it stand. (I noticed you hadn't replied, either, probably for the same reasons.)
Only there was this message from Jeremy Stretton and...oh, it wasn't condolences or checking to ask if I was all right or anything. Which was fine. I'm not--I mean, I don't want to talk about how I feel. I don't think you do, either do you?
But he offered me Mr Nott's wand.
Seriously.
Mr Nott's wand.
I told him to burn it.
Have you decided what you're going to do? Will you try to go back, and tell them it was all my doing? I wouldn't blame you if you did, you know. That's what I told Hydra to tell them.
I just--can't think beyond the next few minutes at a time. Brewing for Mr Lupin helped. I bet you felt better raiding the Ministry than anything else, too.
You don't have to reply. If you blame me for getting us caught, or for you having to ruin your life, I understand.
Only there was this message from Jeremy Stretton and...oh, it wasn't condolences or checking to ask if I was all right or anything. Which was fine. I'm not--I mean, I don't want to talk about how I feel. I don't think you do, either do you?
But he offered me Mr Nott's wand.
Seriously.
Mr Nott's wand.
I told him to burn it.
Have you decided what you're going to do? Will you try to go back, and tell them it was all my doing? I wouldn't blame you if you did, you know. That's what I told Hydra to tell them.
I just--can't think beyond the next few minutes at a time. Brewing for Mr Lupin helped. I bet you felt better raiding the Ministry than anything else, too.
You don't have to reply. If you blame me for getting us caught, or for you having to ruin your life, I understand.
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Er, a hooded shirt? I don't know.
And I don't know anything about music. Sometimes I could hear whatever was playing in the common room.
Pansy took loads of Sirius's records, didn't she? You liked her taste so you'll probably like anything Sirius has.